hokay! after allmost three months ive finished my side of an art trade with ::Mesmeric::
i sure hope she likes it, its my first real CG work, my first REAL art trade and the first time ive spent about 6 hours a day for over three days working on something.
its now 7am, and im sleep deprived, hungry and feeling moderataly unwell (im sure its all in my head)
but thats how damn dedicated im being towards this because i wanted to give this to Lianne about the same time as she gave me mine.

but due to viruses, lightning strikeing and god damn bad luck i have had to redo this piece about three times not includeing this current version.. im glad its over but i know i did as close to my best as i could manage.
and you know what.. i still dont like it -_- (<== own worst enemy). hopefull mesmeric will at least enjoy it. if you do want a bigger version tell me, though the background may be somewhat .. smaller.

i wanted to try and make something differnt and good, probaly overstepping my limits as a mediocr artist a number of times. and im gonna shut up before i stop makeing sence -_-
unforntaly it doesnt match upto her side of the trade, but she is in a differnt leauge